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    March 29

    3月29日 晴

          我的睡眠丢了。。。。。本来以为休息可以好好睡个懒觉的,结果太阳公公还没起来呢,我就先他老人家一步再也没法入睡,只好爬起来了。昨天计划好的生活却一样也不想干,坐在沙发上听着音乐,脑袋里天马行空的瞎想,就这样一直坐着,直到太阳公公悄悄爬上窗口。啊!~久违的阳光啊!~真难得!连着下了好几天的雨,把我的好心情也一块儿给下没了。。。。。姥姥病了,很严重的脑血栓,每天都需要人照顾,可是我却帮不上一点儿忙。自从妈妈走了,姥姥姥爷的身体就不断的出问题。全家人都瞒着我,可能是怕我担心吧。我好想回去看他们,又怕他们看见我更难过,姥姥每次看见我都会不停的流眼泪,我怕加重她的病情,舅舅也是这么说的,可是我真的好担心。。。。。矛盾的心情整天煎熬着我,我到底该怎么办啊!~好恨我自己为什么要跑到这么远的地方生活,为什么要去北京上学,为什么不能在家尽孝道。。。。。满脑子的后悔。最爱我的人和我最爱的人都不在身边,突然觉得自己选择的一切都失去了意义。是不是真的该离开了?回去跟家人在一起,可是那个大街小巷都充满了回忆的地方我真的回得去吗?思念会不会把我逼疯了。。。。。啊!~已经疯了!。。。。。上帝保佑姥姥快些好起来吧!~求求你了,别让她离开我。。。。。

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    wrote:
    天气原因!!我也是这几天不太爽!~老人家会好的!吉人自有天相!!
    你也要尽量调整自己的心情,虽然我们在这里很无聊,也要善待自己啊~尽自己的全力活得生动,妈妈也会得到安慰的!!!
    加油!!!!!!!加油!!!!!!
    Mar. 29

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